do me a favour and stop asking questions

as she walked away
well her shoes were untied
and the eyes were all red
you could see that we'd cried

and I watched and I waited until she was inside,
forcing a smile and waving goodbye


the insane person

is running a private unapproved film which he happens to like better than the current cultural one. if you want him to run the film everyone else is seeing, the solution would be to find ways to prove to him that it would be more valuable to do so, phaedrus thought. otherwise why should he get "better"? he already is better. it's the patterns that constitute "betterness" that are at issue. from an internal point of view, insanity isn't the problem. insanity is the solution.


such a sky

and such a sun
i never knew
and neither did you

and everybody never breathed
quite so many kinds of yes


voilà, ma petite amélie,

vous n'avez pas des os en verre. vous pouvez vous cogner à la vie. si vous laissez passer cette chance, alors avec le temps, c'est votre cœur qui va devenir aussi sec et cassant que mon squelette. alors, allez y, nom d'un chien!

за първи път гледах този филм в дома на киното, за без пари - еврофест нещо си, от третия ред. главата на кристалния човек в малкия телевизор е толкова голяма от големия екран, думите му кънтят право в мозъка и те карат да правиш разни неща, от които дълго си се страхувал.

спомням си, че после вървях пеша до орлов и пратих смс на едно момиче (девойка бяла фея плета следи към нея), а тя ми отговори и бях щастлив. беше студено.


by the light of dawn

a midnight blue
day and night
I've been missing you
I've been thinking about you, baby
almost makes me crazy

come and live with me.